Wednesday, September 15, 2010

A message from an Angle

Few days ago I received one very special message.....from one real Angle....I cannot keep it only for myself...it wouldbe too selfish, so I will share it with you with all my Loveee.....

Just ENJOY....

....
Somewhere a voice calls
in the depths of my heart.
Keep dreaming your dreams
don't even let them out
Why spek of all your sadness
or af all life's painful woes?
Instead let the same lips sing
a gentle song for you!
The shispering voice
we never want to forget
in each passing memory,
always there to guide you.
When a mirror has been broken
shaffered pieces scaltered on the ground.
Glipses of a new life,
reflected all around
Windows of begging , stillness,
newlight of the down.
Let my silent empty body
be filled and reborn.
No need to search outside,
nor sail across the sea.
Cause here shining inside me,
it's right here inside me.
I ' ve found a brightness,
It's always with me...



 From my sweet Lithuanian Angle...

Bad antogast


to be continued....

12 September 2010 13:01

It's lunch time.

I am sitting on the steps in front of the main entrance...Smiling , keeping in my hands a bow full with my food.The sun is also happy today, it's not only me happy ...The Sun is with us, we can see its beauty...After about a week being hidden behind the clouds and the lovely rain...It let the Divine celebrate for about a week, so now  it is celebrating with all of us here..in the middle of the Blackoforest...
I am just sitting on the steps, easily and comfortably with crossed legs...just like a child, keeping gently and quietly my bow with both my hands, filling my meal with my love ...I am just happy...There are several people around me- talking... laughing... enjoing....But for me it is only me, my meal , my Sun and my beautiful Nature....I can see very small and little shining dots on the steps' stones...It is wonderful...I can hear the music of the falling water nearby and can feel the wind dancing with the skin of my face and hands.....I am just here ....with  my food....
But still I haven't tried it....i just close my eyes for a second.My heart fills up with a lot of gratefulness and gratetude...Suddenly in my mind appear one beautiful prayer :

Om sahana vavatu
Sahana bhunaktu
Sahavi ryham karava vahai
Tejasvina vadhita mastu
Ma vidvisha vahai
Om shanti, shanti, shanti ....

(Translationa from Sanskrit)
 
May the Lord protect us togheter
May he nourish us togheter
May we work toghether uniting our strenght
for the good humanity
May our learning be luminious and purposful
May we never hate pne another
May there be peace , peace and perfect peace .....


I am grateful to our cooks from Zimbabve for preparing our food with so much awareness and love, with so many smiles...No matter what in the plate is.... it is sooo delicious. I let first my eyes eat..the my nose and all my senses...Because the food is not only to feed my hunger...

And ...there is everything i need - the Sun ,  lots of Smiles and Love....I am already ready to give my body the lunch portion of energy....

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

...

Don't be afraid to say GOODBYE,
Be happy that you have said HI.
It's your mission,
your will and desire.
It's your way,
which will let you go higher.
Just be in the moment,
don't run away.
It's a blissful gift
that you' ve gained.
Only here and now
and never again
will be exactly the same.
To go back home,
to meet your Own
and you will never feel alone.
To feel that you are not just alive
you are in a paradise.
Just have the eyes to see,
the senses to feel
and the strenght to be.
This is your reality.


Dedicated to my dear friend  from Holland.
Thank you for sharing your inspiration....




                                                                                    Bad Antogast
                                                                                    06 September 2010

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

The reason why

I am just going...Where !?! Somewhere...I am just leaving.Leaving all that is not mine and that doesn't belong to me - the all forgotten and stuck patterns in me, all my bad habits, all my old  views , and all the useless stuff I carry with me all the time...No thanks, I really don't need them anymore. I am already  ready to say GOODBYE. I will leave them to a place, where they are needed. I will say HI... to my new home.But neither those in Bulgaria, nor the one in the Blackforest.But those inside me, beyond my dreams and desires.Those in my heart. To feel the warmth of the silence and the sweet taste of  love inside me.

I want to be with the sun. It is not enough for me just to gaze at it ...I want to hold it in my hands, in my heart... Just to keep it there.So i will bring it everywhere...with me.

I want to share with you all what is in my heart - my days, my dreams, my happiness, my joy, my stars and my moon, my sun, my love, my heart and .... my home...

So.....just Welcome home !

I invite you to be next to me....all the time. You are welcome to my world. I am waiting for you to join me. To be in my life, full of smiles and beautiful dreams with the colours of  the rainbow.Life full of constantly happening miracles...

Just see trough my eyes.
Just hear through my ears.
Just feel through my heart.
Just be part of me.
You are a part of me.
Just be....